Rawr

ok I haven't posted in a while... again. There really just isn't much going on right now. We've been going through tons of stuff and gotten rid of things. I've been working on my driving skills. Gotten a bit better. I've had random inspiration blast to make mini videos or write stories which die real fast. I will make that tea video though, this month too.

right now I feel very lazy and out of it. I finished a book in a day and a half. it was ok. a fun easy read. sleeping in late (well 10-11 maybe 12ish, that's late for me) so even if i go to bed early i can't fall asleep and my head just keeps going and going. and I think of random stuff, some sad stuff, some poetic stuff but nothing i ever write down because i forget about and i can't just turn on a light and write it down just then. i hate crying before falling asleep. and then my mind keeps racing until past 1 in the morning and then i wake up late again because i don't want to get up, after walking up at 5, 7, 9 and finally getting up around 10,11,12 again. this doesn't make me happy.

oh well i'm never gonna go a proper orientation blog post thingie so yeah. I went. I didn;t know anyone and there were a lot of kids with their parents which I thought was weird. then there were kids alone like me and other with their friends. We had a lot of presentations in a auditorium. The first person I talked to was a asian girl named Jenni. I think she was from chicago or used to live there. Bad memory have I. after the first presentation we got separated into small groups with our own leader. She was nice, our leader. the kids were ok. there was a kid from ohio that really sounds like he was gay... There was one chick from the bay area but i didn't chat with the people from my group very much. loner. eh, there was a black girl who was really nice and talked to everyone. Her name was Lauren I think. there were like 3 laurens in our group and one was a guy and one had her named spelled as Lauran. so yea... again bad memory have I. Our leader made us play theater games, like "I love my neighbor". at lunch I sat at basically the undeclared table since they had us separated by majors. I met another asian girl named Jia-lyn. She was thinking about going into Animation. Then Diego (another orientation leader) random sat at our table, which was cool because he was in the Cinematic school and he talked to us about when to apply and stuff. Our tabled ended up with a few kids who wanted to go to the cinema school just like me which was cool. Then three guys started to ask me about cali and earthquakes. they seemed concerned. One was named John i think. bad memory have I. then we went elsewhere again. oh yea we got to pick seminars to go to. I went to the Study Abroad one and then the Clubs one. Dinner was interesting. I sat with this girl and her mom. they were from georgia. the girl then left me alone with the mom. we talked. then the girl and mom's friend appeared and sat with us too. A boy and his dad. btw. The girl's name was Julian I believe and the boy's Alex. well they called me brave for being there by myself, no friends, no family. they were nice and a bit perky. but that's cool. um then more presentations. there was some really cool slam poetry and a skit by the orientation leaders which was funny. then we had our first pep rally. then we had a "social/dance/thingie" I met Mabel there. She's really nice and reminds me a bit of myself. first time eh maybe 2nd time i actually initiated the meeting. We talked and didn't dance and became friends and then we went to sleep.

uh i'll talk about day two later. that's enough for today. eee paulo got made at me for not walking him up to record stuff. I didn't notice when it started or that he was asleep Dx