stuff and last night

ok I know I should have updated a while ago but bare with me.

for all those who haven't seen already. the guy I like is here (Colin.) He's wearing red and is carrying speakers in the second vid?

ok so yea I forgot when I filmed that but not too long ago. I passed my first japanese midterm with an A and I still don't know how my Geology midterm went but hopefully i passed! I watched singin in the rain on wednesday (this wed) and it was great! the wed. before we were talking about color in movie and how it makes meaning and Casper (the prof) picked a guy to randomly pick people based on their clothing color and say who was the protaganist based on the colors. those people the guy picked had to go stand in the front and the dude picked me as one of them. that sucked but it was funny. nothing else interesting has happened in class that I can recall. Oh last tuesday (not the one that just passed) Colin didn't show up to Japanese class. So that day I didn't think i was gonna see him in the morning. I had my pronounciation clinic for japanese that day and i thought it would be funny if his was right before mine and guess what! he did. so i saw him. After my clinic was over I visited him in his room and asked why he didn't show up for class and it was because his alarm didn't go off. and this past tuesday he was 20mins late. but he was on the next 2 days and on Thurs I walked with him back to the dorm and there wasn't any awkward silence. woot. but i didn't tell him that I liked him sadly. so then the day was pretty normal. at master's dinner the guys were trying to fit through this small space between a wall and a column. no suck luck. so then it was night...

man last night was eventful. Ok so first I went to watch the Office with these kids from my dorm @ 9 and that ended @ 10. then I played brawl with the guys til like 11:30. I got ready for bed and couldn't get the courage to go to Colin's room and tell him I like him. So getting ready for bed Nataliya calls me and we decide to hang out. this was at 11:30ish. So we go to the 2nd floor (i'm on the 3rd). on the way there Simon (our floor rep). tells us to not go get in a trouble and not stay out too late. He's really sweet. so we promise and then go to Nataliya's room. she reads tarot card and so read some for me. My question was whether I could get the courage to tell Colin that I like him. the cards read that it's very hard for me and that my biggest wall is that I think that the guys should make the first move so that's stopping me. They also said I will get hurt from doing so but it's good experience for me. so yea then we talked about boys and then a kid from the 2nd floor, ANdrew (like the 4th andrew that I've met here and they're all in my building) comes join us and he's drunk. But he's not a bad drunk. he was ok to hang out with. we play with Nataliya's guitar and then decide to step outside the building for a minute to then go tell Simon that we were bad and went outside. we did so. then went to the 3rd floor and Simon was sleeping ;-;. so then I go to my room to try to go to bed. I think it was 1 am by then. so I cant sleep. Finally get the courage to walk out my room and go to Colin's. I was soooo gonna do it too. I walk out and then there are people sitting in the hall and I end up telling Genevieve that Nataliya has tarot cards and reads them, so I HAVE to take her to Nataliya's room and On the way I see that Colin has his door closed ;-;. no such luck. so we go, gen gets her cards read. then we come back up and genevieve has all her keys but her rooms key. and then her roommate Collete(sp?) is drunk and throwing up in the bathroom and she doesn't have her key either. so we have to go to the lobby to get an extra key and I'm not wearing any shoes or socks! so we have to go help a bit and go to the bathroom and my bear feet touch the wet bathroom floor yuck!! ewww! Dx. but then I finally go to bed @2am. and that was my night. and I never got to tell COlin i like him ;-;. fuck. i was soooooo gonna do it then too. Dx no luck. it's like fate is against me. even though she keeps putting him in front of me.

oh right last friday we went to watch improv and i sat next to him and got to play with his hair. sweet. and then on wed. night i watched a movie with people (this korean movie that mtv had dubbed with rap artist. Volcano High, remember that?) and i got to sit next to him for that too. Oh and when I watched misery I sat next to him too and we got 4 in the sofa so when the girls started screaming and stuff i kept getting push on to him. happy. xD

ok i'm go eat now talk to my losers later!